Mid-Year Book Freak Out Tag

It’s roughly the middle of the year and I am super behind on my reading goals. This tag seems pretty apt so I thought I would do it for the first time this year. The tag was originally created by Earl Gray Books and Read Like Wildfire.

I was going to start a Booktube channel but I’m probs going to put that off until I get myself a new MacBook as this one I am writing on literally right now well not literally because while I am currently writing you won’t read this until the me that is writing at the moment is a past version of me. Freaky. Basically this MacBook ancient, Mesopotamian one might say, and it can’t handle final cut pro and like to just spontaneously crash. The last video I made on my channel took aeons to edit and gave me a full-blown breakdown as hours of work just kept disappearing. I could buy a new one but this one keeps ticking on…

Stats - from StoryGraph

“14” books, one was a short story of like 3 pages, and another was an essay that was weird and isn’t on StoryGraph. I did set myself a target of 50 books back in January, laughed at myself a few months ago and dropped it to 45, and then I have kind of given up on the goal, maybe I should just leave Goodreads lol and come fully over to StoryGraph.

Anyway, let’s get on with the tag

1. The best book you’ve read so far this year

Every answer on this tag might be The Lord of the Rings. I read the book or trilogy depending on how you see it for the first time this year after watching the films a billion times and reading Tolkien’s epic is perhaps one of the best things I have done in 2021 as a whole. I mean, it’s not been action-packed because of old corona, but I am practically a hobbit, so I wouldn’t have done much so far in the year anyway.

2. The best sequel you've read so far this year

The Two Towers by J.R.R Tolkien. I warned you.

3. New release you haven't read yet but want to

Klara and the Sun by Kazuo Ishiguro, I got the Waterstones special edition the day it came out but I haven’t read it yet! What is wrong with me lol. I always do this.

4. Most anticipated release for the second half of the year

I don’t really keep up with releases as per prompt 3, but I have an advanced reader copy of A Strange and Brilliant Light by Eli Lee from Netgalley which comes out in July. It sounds pretty interesting and fits in with my whole Sci-fi fantasy mood at the moment.

5. Biggest disappointment

The Hound of the Baskervilles by Arthur Conan Doyle. Seemingly everyone loves the Sherlock Holmes stories but I just don’t lol. I found Baskervilles to be so dull and boring, and tbh I only read it because I was writing an article for work about the legend that inspired the story. I have read two others A study in Scarlet which was ok and Sign of the Four which I hated. I just don’t get the hype, these are not really classics they are just popular

6. Biggest surprise

Oedipus the King by Sophocles I listened to the full play on audible and I really enjoyed it. I’m surprised because I thought it might be dull or too hard to get into but I guess the translation was pretty modern, unlike Shakespeare which really needs to be watched to be understood. It shouldn't really be a surprise though because I used to hang out in the library at lunchtime when I was at school and read greek tragedies. How edgy and Dark Academia of me lol.

7. Favourite new author. (Debut or new to you)

Tolkien mon amour, tu est très très magnifique 

8. Newest fictional crush

Not new because of the movies but Aragorn is such a babe and I don’t really crush on characters…

9. Newest favourite character.

Samwise Gamgee the real MVP of lord of the rings, he is just, the perfect friend and like if I was him I would have run home when Shelob came along - no who am I kidding I would have had a heart attack. He is too pure for middle Earth and I just love him

10. Book that made you cry.

The Two Towers, the bit where Sam thinks Frodo is dead just made me cry…and a tear landed on the page, it was a whole moment.

11. Book that made you happy.

Ummm… lotr….man this really is just all lord of the rings lol

12. Most beautiful book you've bought so far this year (or received)

I have a few. Serotonin by Michel Houellebecq I saw the Better than Food review and the copy Cliff had…I was like yes I need that one, not the ugly UK version. My second-hand copy of The Shining that I got from Better World Books is just the best and Klara and the Sun is rather pretty too.

13. What books do you need to read by the end of the year?

The Silmarillion because I now worship at the altar of Tolkien, I also want to read Foundation before the Apple TV+ series with Jared Harris and Lee Pace comes out. Same with The Wheel of Time, like I’m not gonna read all 14 books anytime soon (it took me like 3 months to read LOTR!) I think I need to read at least the first book The Eye of the World before the tv series comes out,  I also need to read Parable of the Sower by Octavia Butler and Neuromancer by William Gibson - so basically lots of fantasy and sci-fi because that’s all I want to read at the moment.

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December Books + Top 5 Reads of 2020

These are my final reads of the year and a Top 5 of the best books I read in 2020.

December Books

The Invention of Love by Sara Schaff

This Ok, but completely forgettable collection of short stories was an advance copy I got from Netgalley, and tbh I feel like maybe one story out of the lot was interesting. I feel like recently my reading choices are very hit and miss. Schaff’s stories focus on women, and quite a few of them have no dimensions at all, and some are just completely dull, like the story about siblings trying to sell a rundown house. Yawn.

Perfume: The Story of a Murderer (Das Parfum. Die Geschichte eines Mörders) by Patrick Süskind

What a disappointment. I felt like my expectations of this book couldn’t be further from what it actually was. I thought I would get a creepy Paris set novel that follows a warped murderer as he terrorises the city. Instead, it was a boring story that flirted slightly with the creepiness but felt more like something Flaubert would write (which isn’t necessarily bad in itself I just didn't expect this tone). I nearly gave up when he was in the cave for years, and then the weird perfume induced orgy was a massive eye roll moment. All in all, I don’t get the hype it was a complete waste of my time, and I could probably have read a few other books in the time it took me to force myself to finish this one!

The Englishman by Douglas Stuart

I read this short story by recent Man Booker Prize winner Douglas Stuart for the very reason of seeing whether I like his writing style enough to read his award-winning book Shuggie Bain. Short answer, Yes, I do. The Englishman was published in The New Yorker and follows a young gay Scottish man who takes a trip down to London to stay with the eponymous Englishman as part of an “arrangement”. The short story is beautifully written and explores the naivety of the narrator wonderfully. I will most likely be picking up Shuggie Bain very soon as a result.

I Have the Right to Destroy Myself (나는 나를 파괴할 권리가 있다) by Kim Young-ha

This is my 3rd re-read. I don’t normally re-read books very often, but this concise book fascinates me. I love Kim’s writing, his imagination and how dark this story is. If you haven’t read it yet, I highly recommend it but be warned it is very dark.

Best Books of 2020

Last year I read 58 books, some of them were short stories (do they even count?) and others were absolute mammoths! Overall, these are the 5 books that stood out above the rest, the books that had me hooked and voraciously consuming page after page.

Seasons of Migration to the North by Tayeb Salih

This book was introduced to me through Uni as it was on my year 3 reading list, which I will forever be grateful for as this novel blew me away. It’s dark, unexpected and beautifully written and has helped me expose how ignorant I was (and still am) about colonialism. I will forever continue to re-read this book and recommend it to everyone as it’s not only an important portrait of Black Arab culture in Post-Colonial Sudan; it’s a stunningly realised novel.

The Three-Body Problem by Cixin Liu

This book is hardcore sci-fi but infinitely readable that in itself is a feat. I found The Three-Body Problem unputdownable and being a slow reader that can take weeks, months or sometimes a year to finish a book this is high praise. I love how it mixed past and present and how the layers of mystery unfolded as you read on. I have the rest of the trilogy ready and waiting, and I have actually made a start on the next book The Dark Forest.

Heroes and Villains by Angela Carter

I’ve been a fan of Carter ever since reading and studying The Bloody Chamber back in school for A-Level literature. I think she will forever be one of this country’s greatest writers. Heroes and Villains is set in a post-apocalyptic world and reads like a dreamy, nightmarish fairytale.

Untold Night and Day by Bae Suah

This book unravels like a strange dream or a fragmented film where recurring motifs become unsettling and have you guessing where the boundaries between reality and fantasy merge within the narrative. Suah’s prose is also rather magical, and this is perhaps my favourite work of hers that I’ve read so far.

Madame Bovary by Gustave Flaubert

I really enjoyed Madame Bovary, and that’s probably mostly down to Flaubert’s wit, and perhaps to a certain degree, the translation by Magaret Mauldon as this book reads very easily which isn’t always the case when it comes to classics. I also think Emma is a fascinating protagonist. She almost feels quite modern the way her imperfections are laid bare and her distaste for the banality of marriage and provincial life.

Honourable mentions: Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe, Naiv. Super. by Erlend Loe and The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro.

April Books

April was a month of solid reading, and I made a nice dent in my Quarantine TBR. This post is coming rather late as I was busy finishing my final essay for uni this month! Yes, that’s right I am done, fini, finito, 끝났다!

As we are all stuck inside and I am trying to be more considered with my purchases, most of these books have been borrowed from my local library via the Libby app. I think even after we are released from quarantine I am going to be more reserved when it comes to buying books.

The Three-Body Problem (三体) by Liu Cixin

Did I devour this book in 3 days? Yes, I did. Was it epic? Oh yes! I thoroughly enjoyed it and I can’t wait to get to the next book in the trilogy. As I stated in my Quarantine Reading List post I am already a fan of Cixin’s work from reading many of his short stories but this book is just sensational and I really enjoyed how the mystery slowly unravelled and how Chinese history in the form of the Cultural Revolution blended into the narrative to great effect. If you love Science Fiction you must read this book!

The Turkish Embassy Letters by Lady Mary Wortley Montagu

A Uni book from earlier in the year, I decided to finish it so that I can declutter it as I am like the rest of the world using this prolonged period of time at home to sort through my possessions. I thought it was an ok read, and naturally, the most interesting parts were when Montagu was exploring Constantinople, but that in itself is problematic. Orientalism and colonialism is a tough subject to broach and as Montagu was a privileged white woman seeking out the ‘exoticness’ of the Ottoman Empire and its social customs it’s also an important subject to assess to educate yourself on. If you're interested in historic travel writing it might be worth reading but I can’t say I would have read this if I didn’t have to.

Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro

Butlers, banter and life lessons.

Ishiguro's story of Stevens a pretentious but well-meaning Butler is a touching story of memory and regret that perhaps can inspire us the reader to seize the moment. Thoroughly enjoyable.

Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo

This is the first Young Adult book that I have read in a while (except Harry Potter I guess) and I must admit that I only read it because I heard that Netflix is making a TV series out of the trilogy that this first book belongs to and a companion duology called Six of Crows. I found it to be quite a fun read but quite obviously formulaic but I have heard that most people think Six of Crows is better, so I’ll read the rest of this series and then move onto that one.

Pride and Prejudice by William Shakespeare

Just kidding Pride and Prejudice is obviously by Jane Austen but one can’t help but notice the similarities between this novel and Much ado About Nothing. Elizabeth and Darcy are Beatrice and Benedict, Jane and Bingley are Hero and Claudio and then that blasted Wickham has to be no other than Don Jon.

Anyway back to my review, this was my penultimate uni read and my first Austen book and I liked it very much. Austen is renowned for her wit and I found myself quite often literally laughing out loud. Pride and Prejudice is obviously the quintessential romance novel and I found Darcy in all his socially awkward glory to be rather endearing and thoroughly relatable.

To Be Taught, If Fortunate by Becky Chambers

What a wonderful novella. To Be Taught, If Fortunate follows four astronauts as they explore four different planets, in this future humanity, knows it is not alone in the universe and through this mission, Chambers presents weird and wonderful alien organisms to us. Another fascinating facet of this story is that humans have a technology that can edit their genes to make them less fragile in the face of new alien environments. This is also a quick and easy read and you could quite easily finish it in one sitting.

Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll

I must admit that I thought I would like this book more than I actually did, of course, it was a good read, I just didn’t love it. And for that reason, I don’t think I will read Through the Looking-Glass and What Alice Found There unless someone can convince me it is far superior to the first book.